Fear
A fear I know I must let go of but cannot get past..
It stands in my way mocking me...
My mind telling me to move forward..
So my body tries..
And that fear holds me back..
Mocking my every waking moment...
Telling me to turn back..
So I give in. and let it control me...
Because i know no other way
To beat this fear..
And not let it hold me back
From the person I could be
Fear!
You can actually hear your blood rushing through your skull when your heart is pounding out from fear
You can actually taste the bile in your mouth when your stomach churns wildly from fear
Your ears can amplify sounds a thousand full when their in tune with fear
Your breathing actually echo across the dark woods when youre full of fear
You can smell your own fear when fear has you in its grasp
Your heart can actually beat out of your chest from fear
You can actually hear the whispers of death when youre deep within fear
Your heart can actually stop from fear
F.E.A.R
I've always had trouble with
FEAR
But I never let it stop me
BEFORE
Now I can't seem to catch my
BREATH
Every moment becomes a thousand
DAYS
And I can't catch hold of my own
THOUGHTS
My newest acquaintance is behind a
Patiently she sits lone under a single spotlight
Surrounded by the black shroud both in life and her mind
And yet in this dark company she grins with delight
In her hands she holds a lock and key to her only sanctuary
Two objects that command her attention
As she is enslaved by the need of perfection
Demanding tolerance of the hands
To gracefully tread the instrument she holds
The way to all her happiness and sorrow
Placed upon four strings
Each a path to Melancholic Realms
Concealed deep within
Waiting to be released and remembered
Each time she plays
Angelic touches brought upon
The strings in sweet surrenders
T
Love is not diamonds
chocolate
flowers.
Love is letting her chase you around with a camera,
your mind telling you how much you despise being photographed
and still managing a smile
because she asked you to.
It is letting his hands rest against your stomach
that you desperately wish to hide. Knowing
knowing
how much he thinks you're beautiful
despite your many flaws.
Or perhaps it is when you sit up talking for 782 minutes
whispering secrets to each other
even though you both hate the phone.
Love is not getting tongue tied every time you see them,
holding their hand in public
nor dancing und
Do you love me?
Or do you not?
you told me once, but i forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you.
Of all the guys I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget.
And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you.
From the moment I saw you i knew this was true
So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you.
I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight,
I wanted to tell you this feels so right.
Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud,
A smile on my face so happy and proud.
A girl with a dream and a dream come true,
A girl who has found the one, the one is you!
When I first saw you I was afraid to
In Love
The way I blush when I think of you,
The way I smile when I remember your words-
The way I almost wanna pass out when someone mentions you-
The way I wanna go to bed early,
Just so I can dream of you-
The way I wanna hold your hand,
The way I write your name on my schoolpapers-
The way I wish I shared every class with you,
The way my heart beats faster,
And the way I feel when I imagine you with me-
I'm just like every other girl,
Who's ever wanted to be held by someone else-
And I'm just like every story,
Hoping for a love-filled ending-
Because I'm human too,
And I somehow still feel-
After all I've been through,
I
Favourite genre of music: Soft Rock? Idk.. I can't really explain my music taste.. Favourite style of art: Photography MP3 player of choice: iPod Wallpaper of choice: Dancers Favourite cartoon character: Peter (Family Guy) Personal Quote: 'For the first time I let myself go, I could go on forever'
Favourite Movies
Titanic, Twilight, Rent, Sweeney Todd, Wedding Daze, Good Luck Chuck, Mama Mia, Fame etc..
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Greenday, MCR, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Kings Of Leon, Taylor Swift, Muse etc..
1.Are you smiling?
Aha err NO.
2.When is the last time you met someone new?
I met Jens exchange today. I guess that counts?
3. What is irritating you now?
Lots and lots AND LOTS of things. I aint mentioning them.
4. When did you last eat pizza?
I don't know.
5. Do you drink beer?
No.
6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
Nope.
7. Are you any good at poker?
No.
8. What do you want?
YOU. Aha no. Some chocolate would be nice..
9. Are you tired?
I don't know
10. Last spoken words you heard?
Beep.
11. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
I'm not a slag.
12. Besides your bed, what is your favourite thing in your room?
If tagged (or just for jk) put your music to shuffle and add in my pants to the end of the first 15 songs that com up, k?
Spotlight in my pants
I learned from you in my pants
My friends in my pants
Halelujah in my pants
Dani Callifornia in my pants
Say OK in my pants
Beat it in my pants
Never miss a beat in my pants
Without you in my pants
Love is free in my pants
The Boy does nothing in my pants
Supermassive black hole in my pants
Fields of gold in my pants
I caught myself in my pants
Our time is running out in my pants
I tagggggg ....... ~x-lauren147-x (https://www.deviantart.com/x-lauren147-x) :iconCherryBlossomKittyx:
have fuuuun!